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Will I ever overcome this rejection?

It’s been three weeks since my mom asked K‘s full name (I’m only using his first initial for sake of privacy) and she started verbally...

Labor & Birth Story

As I watched my friend’s pets over the weekend, I began to feel more uncomfortable each day and felt more pre-labor contractions. I went...

Due any day now

I started writing this post a month ago, and the title went from "Less than 4 weeks to go," to "Less than 2 weeks to go," down to "Less...

Reproducing woes

I’m thankful that I’ve never been someone who gets nauseous or vomits a lot when they get sick because I had zero morning sickness and...

Memorial Day

The stories of veterans losing their lives to suicide that NPR has been sharing recently have stopped me in my tracks. I tried to hold...

A question I received yesterday:

"I just found out about you and was curious to know how long are your videos on your Onlyfans page are and do you respond to DMs?" First,...

Mid-August fuckery

I am reminded always of how terrible a "writer" I am. I put "writer" in quotes because how can I call myself a writer when I hardly ever...

Late night Thursday thoughts

I learned a long time ago that I cannot trust other people, particularly entrusting them with my heart. I do not have the foundation of a...

I must rise above my pussy

A major flaw that I have is that I easily fall in love. It makes sense though; I’ve been searching for love since I was six. When the...

Keeping my head above water

I was already battling my depression and then I met an older, good looking Millennial on Monday night and we had a lot of fun together. I...

Ugh.

I walked about 4.5 miles and ran just over 6.0 miles to the Golden Gate bridge and back to my hotel. I listened to Alessia Cara's new...

Trying to keep my head up

I'm feeling pretty fucking depressed right now, honestly. It is a combination of doing poorly here in Vancouver, which partially is my...

I really do despise most people.

I have already addressed that I am aware that my menagerie costs me a lot. Emailing me your "advice" is just plain insulting. How many...

 

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