top of page

A blog by a smart, sexy, unique, badass.

Search

Will I ever overcome this rejection?

It’s been three weeks since my mom asked K‘s full name (I’m only using his first initial for sake of privacy) and she started verbally...

Labor & Birth Story

As I watched my friend’s pets over the weekend, I began to feel more uncomfortable each day and felt more pre-labor contractions. I went...

Due any day now

I started writing this post a month ago, and the title went from "Less than 4 weeks to go," to "Less than 2 weeks to go," down to "Less...

Reproducing woes

I’m thankful that I’ve never been someone who gets nauseous or vomits a lot when they get sick because I had zero morning sickness and...

Memorial Day

The stories of veterans losing their lives to suicide that NPR has been sharing recently have stopped me in my tracks. I tried to hold...

My Geriatric Ani and watching the Anime, Black Clover.

I dreamt last night that I had to evacuate and I sternly told the man, who I think was my boyfriend in the dream, that I would not leave...

A Personality Theory Does Not Define Your Worth

Did you know that Isabel Briggs Myers wrote a novel called, “Give Me Death,” that was virulently racist? Yes, she was one of the women...

A question I received yesterday:

"I just found out about you and was curious to know how long are your videos on your Onlyfans page are and do you respond to DMs?" First,...

Marilyn Monroe died when she was 36-years-old.

Here I am, turning thirty-six, childless, struggling to pay rent, approaching or already having a mid-life crisis, depending on the day. ...

Mid-August fuckery

I am reminded always of how terrible a "writer" I am. I put "writer" in quotes because how can I call myself a writer when I hardly ever...

Late night Thursday thoughts

I learned a long time ago that I cannot trust other people, particularly entrusting them with my heart. I do not have the foundation of a...

I must rise above my pussy

A major flaw that I have is that I easily fall in love. It makes sense though; I’ve been searching for love since I was six. When the...

No AVN this year because no one knows who I am.

I'm composing this hungover, so let me just preface that. Not excruciatingly hungover, but tired, hungry, and dehydrated hungover. I'm...

Keeping my head above water

I was already battling my depression and then I met an older, good looking Millennial on Monday night and we had a lot of fun together. I...

Ugh.

I walked about 4.5 miles and ran just over 6.0 miles to the Golden Gate bridge and back to my hotel. I listened to Alessia Cara's new...

Trying to keep my head up

I'm feeling pretty fucking depressed right now, honestly. It is a combination of doing poorly here in Vancouver, which partially is my...

I really do despise most people.

I have already addressed that I am aware that my menagerie costs me a lot. Emailing me your "advice" is just plain insulting. How many...

Home: Blog2

Subscribe Form

Stay up to date

Home: Subscribe
Home: Instagram
Home: Contact
bottom of page